if only I was farther from the bed / but just another step
/ and I’m washing my face / I close my eyes / they seem to
glide away / I have a trick / I’ll play with my mind, but / no
one knows how does it feels inside / I don’t understand / how
long do I have to wait / and maybe there’s / there’s another
it’s all about a lack of liberty / equilibrium rules /
every day I live / what happens then / if I fall from here?
‘I don’t deserve / to live like a dead’ / I thought while /
washing my face / ‘what do I need / to wake up better? /
what do I need / to work harder?!’
it’s all about a lack of tiny things / no money, no
coffee, no / today I cannot agree / so what happens if I fall
from here?! / without a crap of job / you think it’s also nice to
die / and another cigarette / is the best you can afford /
among the words you say / looking at your face / waking
up early for another rotten day.